December 19, 2018

My appetite medication was approved by the doctors at Stanford. They said that other patients also take them.

I don’t think I actually want to take them.

The reason is that I don’t want to get help for something as basic as eating. That’s a little embarrassing.

I think I’ll just eat.

But can I eat?

I don’t know.

December 20, 2018

My Mom and I met with Victoria today to talk about my cookbook.

We went to Lokanta, a restaurant in Downtown Pleasanton. Their food was good.

Victoria has to recreate the recipes and make sure they taste good. Now is Victoria’s winter break so she has time.

After she tests the recipes she’ll send them to us and we’ll recreate them too.

Then our recipes are finalized!

The process after that will be to take pictures of the food, and then a picture of me for the front cover. Maybe I can do what everyone else does: holding a plate of food and smiling into the camera.

Our goal is to publish the cookbook before February.

January 5, 2019

I took the appetite pill for the first time today.

When I visited the G-tune doctor on December 12, 2019, he said that I needed to gain 10 pounds by March.

He prescribed me appetite pills, but I never took them.

Why?

I feel that I can gain weight without having to take medication. I mean, anything is possible, right?

Well my Mom obviously thinks I can’t, so I took my appetite pills today.